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Festival blues

I and my toddler were watching Diwali lights and decoration few minutes back and something hit me, my pattern of experiencing melancholy during festivals. Looking back for past 7-8 years I don’t remember enjoying any festivals as I did as kid or teen. I sometimes come up with a reason of heartbreak, the other time was loss of my beloved, this year I feel alone although I live with my in laws and i have got my kid with me.

On the other hand, I am confused if its normal for not enjoying festivals as people do and expect. But what’s certain is i am experiencing festival blues this time like I have been experiencing all these years.

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