Frustration?

”m 19yr M.
Doing job with 12k monthly in ktm
as graphic designer not so perfect.
It’s been only 5,6 month doing job.
When +2 ended…i had made my mindset to study bachelor in nepal.
Then I just wasted 1 year for CMAT preparation(bachelor), trainings….for searching jobs.
My brother (elder) asked. Are you gonna study here? But i said no. Maile soche ki 4 year eta spend garnu vanda utai gareko better hola, Vanerai maile college join garina. Huna ta sabai ko perspective eutai nahola.
Hat ma certificate hunu vaneko ramro ho.
Aba Ramro county jana hamro property le ni vyaudaina. Tei mathi academic marks top level ni xaina.
Ani I started to learn Japanese for japan merai man le.
Class haru jana thale.
Padh na ta jane manage ma gardimla vannu vo.
Support vaneko dad bata navayeni ni brother batai ho.
But i don’t know what was reason to left classes.
May be it can be (procrastination, less time).
I stopped to go classes.
Started to do job.
I was goaless, careerless i hadn’t thought anything about future.
Anii aba bahira nai jane vanesi dai le aba her yesari time waste garnu vanda baira gaihal.
Dubai try gar vannu vo working ma.
I want to study hai…
Sometimes khasai dhilo nai vaisakeko xaina jasto lagxa.
5,6 yr utai spend garera return vayera padhna thik ki
Student visa ma gako ramro??

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