Late night rant
Turned 23 recently and at this point I think I have totally fucked my life up.+2 chai science ma thiyo(2019 passout) with biology because I loved biology especially genetics,wanted to be a genetic engineer/researcher to work/research on oncogenes(genes that cause cancer) because the way they work had me amused.+2 chai euta rural district ko government school ma padya jasko fee chai 600/month thiyo,so school ma khasai kei padai hudaina thyo na resources haru nai kei thiyo. Library ma indian textbooks haru 2001/02 tira ko thiyo,11 dhostai bho kinaki kasari padne bhanne kei idea thiyena,12 ma chai study ali interactive bhako thiyo ra classmates were also dedicated towards studying,ekdum ramro sanga padiyo,gpa pani 11 ko comparison ma ekdum high aako thiyo(2.73 in 11,3.8 in 12),
Biotechnology padne bhanne soch thiyo but teti bela khasai kei information thiyena ani career counseling ta aile pani practice hudaina,kasaile biotechnology padai raamro hudaina KU ma bhanne,paisa ko matra waste ho bhanne,ani ali ali research garda biotechnology padeko haru sabai teacher matrai,Nepal ma na research lab thiyo na job prospect,abroad jane bhanne ta soch nai thiyena kinaki I was way too patriot and wanted to contribute to this country.So I had to give up on my dream,things ultimately went downhill,aile chai BBS 3rd year ma puge tara 1st ra 2nd year exam diyeko xaina euta pani ra padna interest pani laagdaina kinaki syllabus khattam xa,4 yrs ko course ma jaha samma laagxa euta pani case study hudaina,aru classmates ra teachers haru samet testai xan,none of them are serious about it.
From dreaming of being a genetic scientist to being an uncertain undergad student,I think I have turned up as an epitome of failure.
And I still wonder,who’s to be blamed?
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KU is a reputed uni. Any reason why you are not joining it now or going abroad to study in your interested field?
The only person you can blame is yourself. Own up and follow your dreams so that you have no regrets. 23 is still young so don’t hold yourself back with past mistakes.
Let me tell you something, its not too late yet to start on things you are interested.
I mean if you give up, you are going to be dissatisfied even when you turn 30 at least if you start now you will have better carrer prospective at least after a Phd.
Ok bro same boat, so. Similar story, same age, but ma chai ahila chai bbs 2nd year, I think I took longer gap and was/still lost longer then you. Ahila ni dhilo bhako xaina, you did great in +2 so you can still go for better major unlike me. Blame kaslai rw kina garnuparyo, excuse ko lagi, it sound petty. If nothing is stopping you like parents, money etc. Just do something fulfilling, clearly bbs is not working for you. Budo bha xainu ajai young nai xau aru opportunity haru ni Dherai auxa
Bro Biotechnology ma interest bhaye join KU … padai average bhaye ni tya jasto resources paudainau Nepal ma.. plus international collaborations ni ramrai cha.. tespachi try abroad , scope ramro cha yo subject ma… don’t care about your age , aani, you will get a good exposure tespachi decision lina sajilo huncha