I believe I am not the only one who is lost in life and just getting by. It’s funny how you are all on your own after +2 at least for me. It’s been 6 tough years. Now, I feel tried. Tried of trying to excel in everything I do. There is still some hope to escape this state of being. Right now, I feel lost than ever. Quitting my internship was hard but I had no choice. It was soulsucking. I am learning German for now. I hope everything goes well in the future. My journey till now has taught me invaluable life lessons which had made me a better person. However, I regret wasting too much time dilly-dallying.