I am currently studying in class 12 , i have been suffering a lot in my academics. Upto class 12 1st term i am not able to score more than 3 gpa in terminal. Now from few days, i really want to study mbbs. But the main problem is , i became so depressed while thinking how to complete backlogs, how to prepare for entrance . Days are just passing by and i live alone in ktm so i am very very much missing my family and hometown. And these days, mummy buwa ko ni problems hru esto mahango cllg ma padhara pni mbbs ma nam nikalna sakena. Result ni maile 11 ko 2nd term paxi dekhi herauna xori sake…
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Try giving a blank drawing book to a grown up man and tell him to draw three pictures on separate sheets of the drawing book. There’s 99.9% probability that the man will draw the first picture on page one of the drawing book, the second picture on page two and the third picture on page three.
Now give the same blank drawing book to a 3-4 year old toddler who hasn’t gone to school yet and tell him to draw three pictures. The toddler will open the drawing book and draw on random pages. He might draw his first picture on page 10, second on page 3 and third on page 40.
The man drew according to chronology of pages while the toddler drew on wherever he liked. The man is bound by orders, he is taught to think that after 1 comes to 2 and after 2 comes 3, and he can’t break this order. Similarly the man is taught to look at his past and assume what will happen to him next. If things are going bad then he will assume that his future is also going to be bad. This is a very limited way of living. If we keep looking at our past then it will never leave us and keep over shadowing our future.
Instead, be like a toddler. Forget the order. Forget what had happened. Choose you own page and draw. You are free to draw anything. You future is not bound to your past.
If you let go of how much you failed in the past and focus on your present with a renewed vision, then I am sure you will pass the mbbs with flying colors. I believe you can do it.
It’s completely okay to worry about your future but not way too much. Take it easy. Instead of thinking about your future , invest those time to approach your goals. Missing about Family and Home-town, i also miss my family and country but those feelings will fade away slowly. Whenever you feel like you want to talk with your parents please do that. Don’t suppress your feelings.
entrance ko tension naliu, paila 12 ko majale padha, sakchau pani pre med ni lida huncha but first study the contents of 12 syllabus ramrari. gpa vanne kura entrance ma chaindaina, what you need is concept and question solving techniques.
thats normal. i was in your situation too, i used to get 2.9-3.2 gpa throughout my +2 life, but i got 3.8 gpa in my 12th boards. You usually score higher in boards because your school gives you A+ in pretty much every practical subjects. one thing i recommend is to take premed if ur strictly prepping for entrance only, it helps a lot. But dont worry about entrance too much, do a mock test one day when you are free and see how much you score. if you get more than 80 you have chances of scholarship. also gpa doesnt mean much. i had a friend who had 3.93 gpa in 12th but he scored about 100 in entrance this year. but if u want good results in boards, just study the things that are being taught in your class rn. also i recommend not paying too much attention to relationships/dating and shit, i have seen my smart friends not do well in entrance because of this.
Its totally fine for your case. being worry about your future is actually beneficial. i too understand the feeling of being lonely in this struggling city missing friends and family.. Now, all you need is to have courage and confidence to overcome any situation that comes in….
willing to help/advise. you can message me.
I recently gave CEE, also can provide you w/ resources.
Recent cee Deko so I would suggest
Entrance ko tension naleuu bro,just 12 chaii ramro gara (backlogs chaii complete from youtube (pw xatai xa for physics chem )