Ok here’s the thing, I (17 M) am a very high achieving student, all As in AS Level, currently in A Level. I have one leftover CIES this Dashain, and its eating the fuck out of myself. I could never study, like tyo hardwork garne and shit. Tara ahile I realized ki this subject that am giving exams of in Dashain, it requires a ton of work. Din ma ek barsa ko past paper bhyaudai basiraxu, tara computer ko tyo pseudocode garna khojxu logic aaudai aaudai last 2 questions ko laagi. Ani the thing is I always cram in before exams, Maths ko syllabus exam ko 2 weeks agadi bhyayera A, business dui din agaadi padhera A etc. computer ni tei gariraxu, idk if i can manage an A. Ajhai the thing is I have SATs November 4 ma. Ani halka fulka matra practice xa so tesko ni padhnu xa.
Yeti ta bhayo bhayo, mero college application pani xa, Early Decision, Nov 1 ma Due. Essay plan ta garisake k k lekhxu bhanera tara actually materialise garna baaki. I am planning on not sharing them with anyone, so yes ahile samma tei bhayera bhyako xaina. The thing is my CV is pretty extraordinary for an average Nepali High schooler, leadership positions at school, community service by teaching at local school, interning for national MPs, collaborating with local government, reforms in school and shit, national competitions ma, MUNs ma multiple best delegates. My sister got a full funded scholarship to the US, so aba maile ni tyo garnai parxa. Tara the thing is I wanna go to an atleast T50 Uni in the states, ani feri tiniharule scholarship diyena bhane aru hawa college ma scholarship ma end up hunxu ki bhanne dar. Bhannai parda, about how different my thought process is aru normal people my age group, mero man bhitrai I think I deserve a good school with an excellent poli sci program. Not saying harvard nai chaiyo tara at least tesko kabil chahi xu jasto lagxa. Tara aba yei k hunxa future ma kasto hunxa le khayo. What if I get a B in my gradesheet, what if all as hudaina at the end of a level.
The thing is testo stress garne khalko kei ni xaina jasto lagxa k malai, tara 24 hrs mind occupied hunxa, I don’t know why. Kosailai bhako xa?
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Almost feels like your bubble is about to burst. Are you ready when that happens? Can you still console yourself you are that person who you think to be?
Yes, I went on the psychological part of this, but that is important here. Your realizations in the next few months or a year will be critical in how you end up as a person so give yourself some grace. Be brave for the unknowns and unseen.
Telling you from similar experience as I was the top student from my early age all the way through class 10 and then +2. Life has more in store for you than you will even think of. So again, give yourself some grace, be brave, and enjoy what little time you have before you head off on a long journey.
Best wishes to you! ✌🏻
Another victim of a levels. Anyways best of luck for caie.
dost mero ni comp ko p2 xa maile p2 ko sab chapter 1 mahina agadi bhyaisakya thye asti herna baseko yeso sab birsisakexu timi SAT ko kura garxau malai maile kina a lvls padhexu jasto lagxa maile ahile samma uni haru herya ni xaina timro kura sunda ta mah ta ka xu ka xu jasto lagyo jhan
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afno sathi haru +2 padhera ahile dashain ko bida ko moj gardaixan ma yeta nikoparsi exam xa pastpaper herera tolaudai xu kei bujhdaina
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